Ah the fabulousness of being me...well...not
really.
There are a few things i'd like to change about myself
and there are a lot of things I wouldn't. There are parts of my life I wish I could do over, parts I wish I could fix, and
there are parts that I wouldn't change for the world. People I wish i'd never met and people i've met that I wish
I could meet again.
I'm not perfect, I have my flaws, everybody does although some prefer to think
they don't *delusional*. I've been called, odd, strange, imaginative, weird, a loner, beautiful, a b*tch, and about a
million other things. I'm only myself it's all I can be.
I've made about a billion mistakes and learned from most of them. I won't change
for anybody and won't make anybody change for me. I'm picky, independent, curious, stubborn, creative, open-minded, and the
proverbial shoulder to lean on. People confuse my silence for weakness but it is actually my strength. I watch, I wait, I
learn. God grant me patience...
The best times in my life (that I can remember) have been as follows in
no particular order...
~ Prom 2000
~ When my baby sister Olivia was born
~ My High School Graduation
~ When my niece Lailah were born
~ When the Red Sox won the World Series
~ When Justin first told me he loves me
~ When I got Interview with the Vampire for Christmas when I was 12 (or 13,
not sure)
~ When I saw my niece Dea for the first time
~ When I first realized I was in love with Justin
~ Summer 2001
~ When I first told Justin I love him
~ Our first slow dance at his cousins wedding
There are so many good times in my life that I couldn't possibly name them all...
This is me...
This is who I am...